Trampled by cows before your wedding
An agricultural disaster
Folk music either way
You asked me to hold you like a flower
A tulip, pulling hair from a plug
Sheets your hair the smell of the industrial oven
Asymmetry and grease
And can you do this? And this?
And for what
Class war one woman at a time
Knowing the buses by their shape, your sister found your smut
Fat Germans by the seaside, arses and frankfurters
Your skin like pastry
And you, wet fur
On your knuckles, ape, low pelt
Human zoo as castle
Words and glasses
The modern monastery
.
And you, violent
Mocking
You got your ribs, nose broken
Your absent heart scraped
A scar from throat to stomach
And you, too good
All the hips of everyone else
A hog and a barrel
A feast, a roar, a sausage roll
.
And you, a garden of tears
Cold space, born of stone
Hero of the void
And we had sex, which was good, I said
Why? You asked
It had not occurred to me to wonder
.
The worst thing you could be at school was frigid
A word no one uses now
What the ever-living f**k was that about
The long sixties
The pendulum didn’t just swing, it smashed into the sky
And in its place a thousand screens
.
I just want a baby to love me the girl at school said
The short loop of a life
.
Get your leg over the older girl said Do you get it yet
Get it over with
You want to be an adult?
Drink with the old men in the pub
Red velvet curtains
Felt like fate
Everyone tastes the same in the end