freedom to fail
The telos of feminism is the freedom to fail
just like, although not exactly like, a man fails
like, to fail, in an entirely new way, although, not that new, really,
and even, in the feeling of it, too late,
gosh what a slump
equality: well what did you mean?
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Chaos is indiscriminate.
could you say, before “you can’t treat me like this. I’m a man”
Well, do you think that every woman before you was stupid
Well, what does it matter, between the weak man and the transcendent
but come on, you can’t be that stupid
And just because you say all the words are bad, it doesn’t mean that some of them don’t refer to what is real
Well, can you imagine
I know. You literally have to leave your life, your loved ones, everyone and everything you’ve ever cared about only to return to them with the most beautiful
that exact moment when everyone hates you the most
The freedom of failure of everything
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And everyone says there is no adventure anymore, Everest is not just there there, and you must, it’s just full of dead people, and all these great Europeans trek past finitude on their way to Dignitas, because
And you can play a record and you can restart it
and is it any wonder that people doubt that God exists
And every regret you ever had
Well it’s the garden of forking paths
At what point do you think you would have said anything different
And you object to yourself
“Hey, I would have said exactly that!”
How dare you!
It’s you objecting to yourself
And have you have been in court
Well, I don’t recommend it
Honestly
The only thing that’s on trial is money
Oedipal money!
There is no court
You are not an actor
At least in psychoanalysis
You hope that your hand movements are at least entertaining
and do you give the man you love a rosehip from a hedgerow
And life gets narrower and narrower
and the more you live, the more those who died are illuminated
And you stay alive for them
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I love and worship you
Sam
Damian
Mark